I wrote this piece on the 2nd anniversary the toppling of Saddam two days ago but I didn't have the time to post it. It was not meant to be a poem, as I can't write even poetry in Arabic. But it didn't seem to me it can be posted like a regular article. So I'll just put it this way and hope you'll like it and that it'll give you an idea of how some Iraqis look at the 9th of April, as although there are some personal stuff that can be found in my piece but most of my thoughts and feelings are similar to what I find in the hearts and minds of many fellow Iraqis.
Two years now and "they" still wonder And "they" still ask Was it worth it? Was it right? Two years and it seems to me Like it was yesterday Two years and "they" keep trying To silence the voice inside us Yet it only grows louder
I was once free When I was a kid But when I grew up I couldn't be the man I am I couldn't be the kid I was And I couldn't flee
Two years since I finally became The man in me, and the kid in me. And "they" want to take this away? "They" would have to kill them both first The man and the kid And turn the clock back around And still "they" can't change me back
Two years since I stopped weeping Inside of me, day and night Two years since the widow Found her husband's body In a feast of death for the human death lord. Two years since the orphan knew Where his father lied And now they finally have peace And they have a future No matter how painful it is to go on And their dreams still go on
Two years since I started dreaming Dreams that have a chance And are becoming true Two years since I regained my heart And then I found her... And she found me... And the world looked beautiful! And "they" think they can separate us?! Think again, or keep wishing.
"They" say we are being slaughtered "They" say we are being abused Am I blind or are "they" the ones who are sightless?! As why can't I see what "they" see? And the best "they" can offer of their view is Maybe I'm a CIA? Or maybe the other "they", that of their accusations is paying me? But who is their accused and rumored "they"? Oh, the accusers have so many names for this other "they". Sometimes they're the CIA Sometimes they're the NSA Sometimes they're Bush and the gang I say, yes they exist and they "pay" me, and I'm seduced.
I see with my own eyes this other "they" And I call them simply, Americans. What are they paying me? Oh, you couldn't afford that! Saddam couldn't afford it. Sadr cannot afford it. "They" think any of these can? Could their "they" even try!?
Two years and some are still Trapped in the past And some cannot withstand the moment And want to arrive without struggle to a better future While others just enjoy what is already better now And work to meet the future, bettered with them. Two years and they ask Should I be grateful? Am I? Do I even need to answer that!? YES, and to the last breath!
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