The following events occurred on July 13th, 1994: the world known massacre of the Cuban tugboat "13 de Marzo" right in front of the Cuban coastline. On that day seventy two men, women and children boarded a small tugboat with the only intention of escaping to the United States of America. This tugboat was followed by Castro's regime's coast guard boats for 45 minutes. The refugee's tugboat began to be rammed by other government's tugboats until it was sunk. This is the testimony of a mother who survived this tragedy: Maria Victoria Garcia Suarez's testimony will be vividly exposed in the following narration. On that day, Maria Victoria lost her husband, her ten year old son, her brothers, three uncles and two cousins. Her heart wrenching testimony reveals what happened to her small boy once they were thrown into the ocean. The following events occurred on July 13th, 1994: the world known massacre of the Cuban tugboat "13 de Marzo" right in front of the Cuban coastline. On that day seventy two men, women and children boarded a small tugboat with the only intention of escaping to the United States of America. This tugboat was followed by Castro's regime's coast guard boats for 45 minutes. The refugee's tugboat began to be rammed by other government's tugboats until it was sunk. This is the testimony of a mother who survived this tragedy: Maria Victoria Garcia Suarez's testimony will be vividly exposed in the following narration. On that day, Maria Victoria lost her husband, her ten year old son, her brothers, three uncles and two cousins. Her heart wrenching testimony reveals what happened to her small boy once they were thrown into the ocean.
TESTIMONY OF A MOTHER WHO SURVIVED THE SINKING OF THE CUBAN TUGBOAT "13 DE MARZO".
Maria Victoria Suarez, 30 years old. A mother who survived and who lost her son in the Cuban tugboat "13 de Marzo".
I have to confess that, though we live together in the same house, I always find it difficult to talk to my daughter about this matter. It is not because she refuses to talk, but because we both experience and share a deep anguish and emotional pain that impede an adequate flow in our conversation.
She describes to every detail the tragic moments she lived. She is able to involve me in such a way that I also become another participant in this horrible event. We are both emotionally drained at the end of our conversation.
I have interviewed her twice since that tragic day. She always repeats the same phrases. She wants to leave no doubt of the veracity of her words. She is adding now a deeper richness to her story.
Malli, as she is known at home, does not know hatred or violence. Her childhood was spent in an atmosphere of love and understanding. Precisely because the lack of these negative ingredients in her life, the impact of this horrible experience is enhanced and leaves a deep cut in her heart.
This very moving narration was given in one of the two rooms in my own home. My son Jorge Felix and my nephew Ivan were also present.
"We took the bus as we carried a few bags with us. My group was formed by: my son Juan Mario; my husband Ernesto; my brother Joel; my uncle and aunt Eddy and Estrella; my cousins Eliecer and Omar; Maria Miralis and Xicdy, Omar's wife and daughter. In addition to these family members, our group was also formed by Armando Morales Piloto, a fried of Eddy; Julia Caridad and her son Angel Rene and Yaltamira with Jose Carlos; Espiga also came with our group. Lazaro Borges (Felo), my father's cousin and assigned driver, his wife and daughter Liset and Giselle, and uncle Guillermo were already in the bus when we boarded it. We left without knowing our final destination.
We stopped after ten or fifteen minutes later. I thought of the police and I removed the curtain from the bus window to take a look outside. We were in Cojimar's circle, picking up another group. There were many people. We continued the ride after greeting one another.
I left the window open to see where we were going. We were on the Via Blanca (Highway) to Havana up to Paso Superior. Once we reached the street light on Via Blanca and Fabrica, instead of turning left toward the Port of Havana, we kept on going straight. Later on we entered the Benefica.
The bus engine was turned off, as if waiting for someone who had not yet arrived, but hen, I realized that we were killing time. Felo was playing Radio Reloj on the bus radio speakers. We were not there long. We left right away. Two police officers greeted us as we exited. We drove by some police patrols until we reached the cement factory. There, we turned left at the Anillo and we soon reached our destination. The dock was a bit beyond the Tallapiedra plant, across the street.
I woke up my son. He was asleep. We left the bus. Someone had left a backpack behind. I picked it and returned it later on. Felo parked the bus in the ramp, closed it and left the keys in the engine switch.
We boarded the tugboat, one person at at time, without making any noises. A man was guiding us while saying: "Hang on tidely. Be careful not to slip. Stay away from the engine. Go right... go left.... Stay close to the walls."
My boy could not find answers to all the questions he had. We had planned to go camping. The reality before his eyes was very different. He did not tire from asking me: "Mommy, Mommy, where are we going?". I responded: " For a walk, for a walk". He started looking at me sideway, making upset noises with his mouth. He was not happy. He was whining and repeating constantly: "Wow!...Look at that!".
I was asked to go outside to the upper deck. I left my husband, complaining about this decision. He tried to hold me back. I asked him to follow me but he decided to stay behind. There were other mothers and their children together with me. We were only a few there on the upper deck. I found a place by the stern of the boat, under the canvas that served as roof and we hang on the pole that had a bell on its tip. I placed my child on a playpen at the base of the pole.
We navigated for a while until my son started inquiring, while looking back, about some lights in the distance: "Mommy, what is that light?". I looked and I saw another boat following us. "Yes, son, it is another boat", I said, without taking my eyes away from that direction. The child kept on insisting... he was shaking and he was flapping his little hands...and his eyes were jumping out of their sucket: "Mommy, Mommy, they are getting closer!!!".
Someone upfront warned us that we were being followed. I felt we are were going faster but those following us got ahead of us.
They started blasting us with jet of water from water hoses; they also started ramming their tugboats against ours and pushing us from the side. I shielded my son with my own body. I heard a woman screaming: "My son... my son...!!!". A blast of water had taken her child from her arms.
We were exactly in the place where the Galeon anchors. There were people watching everything that was happening from el Malecon (Bay of Havana'famous promenade). I could not see ahead of me because of the lights in the other tugboats were blinding us.
They aimed the water at me. I almost lost all of my clothes. They, the shooters, seemed as if they were nailed to their backs and legs. Though my son was soaked wet, he was not hurt. I was twisting left and right, protecting him from the blasts with my own body as a human shield.
Poor little thing!... While pressing hard against my chest, he kept on whispering: "Ay, Mommy, what is all this?... Please, God, save us!!!. I encouraged him not to be afraid, to hold on a bit more... and that bad things passed by rather quickly. But the blasting with water and the ramming against the boat continued without stopping for a second.
Those who were near me escaped from the attack...some were brutally crushed against the metals and wood planks of the tugboat. I was left by myself, with my son, clenching to the pole. I was afraid to move and be thrown like the rest. I decided to wait to see if they were going to grow tire first or kill me first. I was giving my back to the stern of the boat while my son was facing it. He warned me: "Careful, Mom, they are charging against us!". I try to protect myself by pressing my body against my child and the pole. The government tugboat was coming speeding against us like a shark ready to swallow us. It fell on top of us breaking the boat in the back. It almost crushed me against the pole. My son was trembling and crying: "We give up...we give up...!". Another man in our boat was yelling: "Jabao, Jabao, (someone's nickname in the government boat) look...there are women and children. The murderer responded with a mocking smirch on his face: "Was not this what you wanted...There you have it...now, help yourselves or die!".
Our boat was sinking... I was desperate and I did not know what to do. I picked my son and hold him in my arms. The poor thing...he was praying... he was totally paralyzed by fear. He was biting his nails and seemed to know what was about to happen. The water started climbing, or better said, we started sinking. I told him: "Papi, climb on top of me...Now, wrap your legs against my waist and hang on to my neck with your arms. Hang on tidely and do not let go... take a deep breath and close your mouth". I was giving all these instructions according to each worsening moment... and he was obeying.
"Yes, Mom" were his last spoken words with such a whimpering voice that I could hardly hear it. Little by little we went down until the sea swallowed us completely. I do not know when I went down and up again.I do not know whether I died or else. It seems that I moved my legs rather rapidly and we came afloat twice. My son continued embraced to me. Then, I called him: "Joanmi, Joanmi..."... but he did not respond. He had lost all his strength because he had swallowed a lot of salt water... he had fainted.
I stayed afloat, while moving my legs fastly. I looked around and grabbed what it seemed to be a floating bulk or big package. It looked like a raft... it was Rosa, already dead. I remember her screaming madly during the attacks. I continued holding on to her, yelling for help. I was afraid to stay long in these conditions and that my son could die. Other people were also yelling for help... all I could see were their heads staying afloat. The government boats that sunk us were encircling us with their engines going full blast, forming a funnel around us. I could not endure that situation for much longer. Then, I discovered a big box floating with people crammed on top. I tried to reach it with my son still on top of me and pushing Rosa's body away. I came as close as arm reach to the box. Some of them extended their own arms to grab me and to shorten the distance. But, at the moment that I let go of Rosa and I tried to grab their arms, I did it with such force and desperation that they all came toppling on me. With all this people on top and those in the back who were grabbing my legs trying to save themselves, my son got untied from me and began to drift away. I yelled in desperation: "Grab my child, help, he is going to drown!...", but it was all useless. He got lost right in front of my eyes. It was so sad... he had no strength to swim on his own... he had swallowed too much salt water. Together with other people, I stayed clenching to the edge of the box. The government tugboats would pull away everytime someone was ready to reach them yelling for help. Finally, a government coast guard boat decided to throw some lifesavers tide to ropes.
Author's Note: The following names are the only survivors from Maria Victoria's original group: Two cousins, Armando Morales Piloto and herself. The rest disappeared in the sea. The Cuban government did nothing to rescue the sunken vessel and did not return the bodies to their relatives. It also lacked the political courage to open a judicial process to try those responsible. Eight years later, the authors of this crime, are still roaming, untouched, the streets in Cuba.
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El 13 de Julio de 1994, ocurrió la mundialmente conocida MASACRE DEL REMOLCADOR 13 DE MARZO frente a las costas cubanas por el régimen cubano. Ese día setenta y dos hombres, mujeres y niños abordaron este pequeño barco con el único propósito de escapar hacia los Estados Unidos. La embarcación fué perseguida por la guardia costera castrista durante unos 45 minutos. No fué hasta entonces que el gobierno cubano comenzó a embestir el barco cargado de refugiados indefensos hasta provocar su fatídico hundimiento. El testimonio de una madre sobreviviente a la tragedia: María Victoria García Suárez será vívidamente expuesto a continuación. Ese día, María Victoria perdió a su esposo, su hijo de 10 años, su hermano, tres tíos y dos primos. Su testimonio desgarrador revela lo que le sucedió a su hijito una vez que estaban en el agua.
TESTIMONIO DE UNA MADRE SOBREVIVIENTE AL HUNDIMIENTO DEL REMOLCADOR "13 DE MARZO"
María Victoria García Suárez. 30 años de edad. Madre sobreviviente que pierde a su hijo en el Remolcador 13 de Marzo. Les confieso que aunque vivamos juntos, me resulta muy embarazoso conversar con mi hija sobre este asunto. Y no es porque se niegue a hablar, sino que ambos experimentamos sensaciones de dolor compartido que impiden una adecuada fluidéz en la charla. Ella describe con mucha exactitud los momentos trágicos vividos y logra involucrarme como un protagonista más del suceso. Al final terminamos desgastados. Desde el fatídico día hasta hoy, van dos veces que la entrevisto. Y siempre repite lo mismo, como para no dejar lugar a dudas sobre la veracidad de lo expuesto. Ahora añade mayor riqueza a sus argumentos. Malli, como suele llamársele en la casa, no conoce el odio ni la violencia. Su niñez transcurre dentro de una atmósfera de amor y comprensión. Precisamente por la falta de ingredientes de crudeza en ella, se multiplica el impacto de esta amarga experiencia y le abre un enorme surco de dolor en su corazón. Este conmovedor relato lo obtuve una tarde en una de las dos habitaciones de mi casa. Estaban presentes también, mi hijo Jorge Félix e Iván el sobrino.
"Con los matules al hombro cogimos la guagua. Mi grupo lo componen: Juan Mario mi hijo, Ernesto mi esposo, Joel mi hermano, Eddy y Estrella mis tíos, Eliecer y Omar mis primos, María Miralis y Xicdy esposa e hija de Omar. Además, Armando Morales Piloto amigo de Eddy, Julia Caridad y su hijo Angel René, y Yaltamira con José Carlos; se agregó Espiga. Dentro de la guagua ya venían Lázaro Borges (Felo) chofer y primo de mi papá, su esposa Lisset y la hija Giselle, y Guillermo el tío. Arrancamos sin saber a donde. Diez o quince minutos después, paramos. Pensé en la policía y corrí la cortina de la ventanilla a un lado para ver. Estábamos en la rotonda de Cojimar recogiendo otro grupo. Eran bastante. Luego de saludarnos, continuamos. Dejé abierta la cortina para curiosear. Ibamos por todo Via Blanca rumbo a la Habana hasta el Paso Superior. Al llegar al semáforo de Vía Blanca y Fábrica, en vez de doblar a la derecha para el puerto, continuamos recto y más adelante entramos en la Benéfica. En el parqueo se apagó el motor; como esperando por alquien que no estaba pero me doy cuenta que hacíamos tiempo. Felo tenía puesto Radio Reloj por el altavoz. No demoramos tanto, partimos enseguida. Dos policías nos saludaron a la salida. Bordeamos a patrullas hasta frente a la fábrica de cementos. Allí, doblamos a la izquierda en el Anillo y pronto llegamos al punto. El muelle queda un poco más allá de la planta de Tallapiedra, en la acera de enfrente. Desperté al niño; estaba dormidito y nos bajamos. Alguno dejó olvidada una mochila en el piso. La recogí y entregué después. Felo mete la guagua en la rampa, la cierra y deja puestas las llaves en el chucho. Entramos en el remolcador, uno tras otro y sin hacer bulla. Un hombre nos guía diciendo: Sujétense bien. Cuidado no resbalen. Aléjense del motor. Por la derecha; por la izquierda. Péguense a las paredes del casco. El niño a mi lado no hallaba respuestas a sus inquietudes. Quedamos en ir a un Campismo y la realidad ante sus ojitos es otra. Por eso no se cansa de preguntar: "Mamá, a donde vamos? Y yo le repito: a pasear... a pasear, entonces me empina la mirada de lado y hace shis, shis, como si friera huevos. No está conforme, refunfuña y repite: contrá... oyemé... Subí a la cubierta bajo protesta de mi esposo cuando me lo pidieron.Abajo, él trató de sujetarme, pero le dije: sígueme y no lo hizo. Conmigo habían otras madres con sus hijos, éramos pocos allí. Me acomodo por la parte de popa debajo del toldo que sirve de techo y nos sujetamos del palo que tiene la campanita arriba. El niño lo meto dentro de un corralito en la misma base del palo. Navegamos un rato y es cuando el niño me pregunta, mirando hacia atrás: Mamá, que es esa luz? Entonces yo miro y compruebo que otro barco nos sigue. Si mi hijo, es otro barco, le dije sin quitar mi vista de esa dirección. El niño continúa insistiendo. Sacude sus manitas y los ojitos parecen desorbitárseles: Mamá, mamá, se acerca...! Alguien desde alante avisa que somos perseguidos, y siento que vamos más deprisa pero los de atrás se nos adelantan. Comienzan a tirar chorros de agua y nos empujan duro por el costado. Trato de cubrir con mi cuerpo el del niño. Escucho los gritos de una mujer aterrorizada: Mi hijo..., mi hijo...! Parece como si un chorro de esos le arranca el niño de entre los brazos. Estábamos ahí mismitico donde atraca el Galeón. La gente en el Malecón lo vieron todo. No podía mirar bien de frente, porque las luces que alumbran encandila la vista. Apuntan los chorros sobre mí y casi quedo desnuda. Parecían hincados de clavos sobre las espaldas y los muslos; pero el niño aunque estaba empapadito, no fué castigado. Me viraba de un lado para otro y le servía de escudo. Pobrecito!, apretado contra mi pecho me decía bajito: Ay mamita, que es ésto... Dios mío sálvanos...! Yo le daba aliento diciéndole que no tuviera miedo; que resistiera un poquito... que lo malo pasaba pronto. Pero seguían y seguían los chorros y los golpes. Los que estaban cerca de mi huyeron de los ataques, algunos fueron lanzados brutalmente contra los hierros y maderas. Quedé sola con mi hijo aguantada del palo; temía moverme y ser lanzada también. No tuve más remedio que esperar que se cansaran o nos mataran. Yo estaba de espaldas a la popa, y el niño me advierte: Cuidado mamá, viene pa'arriba de nosotros! trato de portegerme apretándome contra el niño y el palo. Aquello parecía un tiburón que venía a tragarnos. Llegó arriba de nosotros hasta que se monta encima y parte el barco por atrás. poco faltó para que me exprimiera contra el palo. El niño grita temblando y lloroso: Nos rendimos, nos rendimos... Otro hombre llama: Jabao.. Jabao, déjanos ya... mira que hay mujeres y niños... Y el asesino respondió burlón: Eso no era lo que ustedes querían? Ahí tienen, ahora arréglenselas como puedan o muéranse! Nuestro barco se hundía y yo desesperada no hallaba que hacer. Cogí al niño y lo cargué. Pobrecito, rezaba, estaba como espantado. Se comía las uñitas y presentía lo malo. El agua comenzó a subir, mejor dicho, nosotros a bajar. Le dije al niño: Papi, sal del corralito y encarámate sobre mí. Ahora abraza tus piernecitas por mi cintura y sujétate de mi cuello con tus bracitos... apriétame fuerte y no me sueltes... coge aire bastante y cierra tu boquita. Todo se lo fuí diciendo en la medida que la situación se iba agravando, y él obedece. -Si mamá, fueron sus últimas palabras con una vocecita que casi no se oía. Poco a poco fuímos bajando hasta que el mar nos traga completos. No sé cuando bajé ni como subí. No se si morí o volví a vivir. Parece que moví rápido las piernas y salimos a flote por dos veces. El niño seguía abrazado como dormido. Entonces lo llamo: Joanmi, Joanmi, pero no me respondía. Había perdido todas sus fuerzas por el agua tragada, estaba como desmadejadito. Me mantengo a flote moviendo rápido las piernas. Miro alrededor y me aguanto de un bulto flotante; parecía una balsa, pero era Rosa ya muerta. Recuerdo sus gritos de locura durante los ataques. Sigo aguantada de ella y pido auxilio; temía demorarme y que el niño se muriera. Otras personas a las que nada más se le veían las cabecitas, también gritaban. Y aquellos barcos que nos hundieron, daban vueltas formando un remolino; no podía mantenerme así por mucho tiempo. Entonces descubro una caja flotando con un grupo de personas encaramadas. Trato de alcanzarla con el niño a cuestas y empujando a Rosa. Me acerco a la distancia del brazo. Algunos me tienden los suyos para acortar el tramo; pero al soltarme de rosa para agarrarme de la gente, lo hago con tanta fuerza y desesperoque todos me vinieron encima. Entre éstos y los de atrás que me agarraban las piernas para salvarse también, se desprende el niño y se me vá. Grité desesperada: Cójanme al niño, auxilio se me ahoga!, pero nada, todo fué inútil. Se perdió ante mis ojos, y lo más triste, no tenía fuerzas para nadar solito, había tragado mucha agua. Junto a otros, permanecí sujeta al borde de la caja. Los remolcadores retrocedían cuando alguno trataba de darle alcance buscando socorro. Por fin unas lanchas de Guardafronteras tiraron salvavidas amarrados a sogas.
Nota del autor: De las personas que componen inicialmente el grupo de María Victoria sólo se salvan: Dos primos, Armando Morales Piloto y ella. El resto desaparece. El gobierno cubano no hizo gestión alguna a favor de rescatar la embarcación hundida; tampoco entregó a sus familiares los cadáveres de las víctimas. Ni tuvo coraje político en abrir un proceso judicial para condenar a los culpables. A ocho años de esta masacre, los autores de este crimen, todavía pululan indemnes por las calles de Cuba.
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